God plants in each zygote an idea, a desire. Then we spend the rest of our lives discovering that seed. Only Jesus can nourish that seed with living water. If we have the faith of a mustard seed, we can command mountains to move. So no surprise that this implanted embryonic desire for a specific ‘something’ that starts off small as a mustard seed, can grow into a mighty redwood, with its canopy placed sky high and its roots reaching deep and wide.
Give your life over to God. Study His word and spend time over coffee with your new friend. Through conversations, He will woo you and tell you sweet everythings about you. As you tell Jesus how much you love Him, he tells You how he loves you more. Then, as with all love relationships, He can’t wait to give you a gift that He has been preparing and planning for a long time. He hints at, guides, and whispers the gift–your purpose–the implanted desire of your heart. You clasp your hands in giddy excitement, grinning goofily with shocked amazement at the specific simplicity of it all. You dive in. You get to work, which runs through your body like play, and discover that your purpose, the thing that makes your heart sing, makes God smile and serves His kingdom. Because everything we do is about love and bringing more people, with their tiny mustard seeds, to Him, ready and waiting to water, grow, and present His implanted gift to you.
Thank you for allowing me to attempt a little poetic proselytizing. It is true. God wants to give us the desire of our hearts. In fact, He put those desires there just as He did our lungs, brains, fingers, toes, and brown, blue or hazel eyes. Give up and give it over to God. Crawl into His lap like a child and let Him take your worries. He will smooth your hair, whisper sweet everythings, and water your deep-rooted mustard desire into solid redwoods.
MyRedJournals continues below with me, my family and God journeying through job loss and search…
Tuesday, January 28, 2003
Everything this journey is about is not for what You will do for me and my family, but how, after growing closer to You & learning to listen more astutely and rely and live on You–FAITH!–this journey is about what I am to do for You.
I am weak & small, but I know You’ll use me whenever, wherever for Your purpose. I pray for courage to accept Your path & for a mind that never forgets what You have done for me (not like the Israelites–ungrateful babies).
Please Lord, be with Bob now during his back surgery. Give him, Jill & the kids a peace & a knowing that You are with him. I pray for a quick, pain-free recovery.
In Romans 5:1-5, You gave me this reminder in order to remain faithful to the lessons of this journey & to You!
“So now, since we have been made right in God’s sight by faith in His promises, we can have real peace with Him because of what Jesus Christ our Lord has done for us. For because of our faith, He has brought us into this place of highest privilege where we now stand, & we confidently & joyfully look forward to actually becoming all that God has had in mind for us to be .
We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems & trials for we know that they are good for us–they help us trust God more each time we use it until finally our hope & faith are strong & steady. Then, when that happens, we are able to hold our heads high no matter what happens & know that all is well, for we know how dearly God loves us & we feel this warm love everywhere within us because God has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with His love.”
Friday, January 31st, 2003
You are true to Your Word. Greg will have an interview with Darcy next Thursday, Feb, 6th! We know this is Your work. You are showing Your hand of what You have been planning and the very exciting part of it all is it will be the beginning of Your continual plan. Thank You, Jesus!
Believing IS seeing.
February 3, 2003
“Praise Him from here below, praise Father, Son & Holy Ghost.”
Thank You, Jesus for all You provide–my wonderful marriage, which is centered around You; my amazing children, 3 gifts from You; our health, especially without health or car insurance; & this journey, with its sole purpose to grow closer to You & to discover what I can do for You.
Lord, this morning I pray for Your vision for me. What will You have me do for You? I believe that You have begun to make it clear–the beginning. I pray to know Your vision; Your will.
Thursday, February 6, 2003
“Everything is possible, in Him all is possible. Everything you have to do, cast your fears away.”
Peace. Knowing. Understanding. Resolution. Singing birds outside my window. Faith in you. My mustard seed has sprouted like a redwood. Purpose: to love & serve You. Wow!
“Yes I will bless the Lord & not forget the glorious things He does for me.” Psalm 103:2
Walk before Greg today at his interview with Perot. Peace, focus & Your plan unveiling before our eyes.
Thank You now for using the weak.